I am so unbelievably proud of my Pete right now. I know i'm doing the right thing marrying him, it just feels so good to be with him. This is everything I could have asked for! Yesterday I was supposed to be going ring shopping, or so i thought. What he actually meant when he said we were going was that he was taking me to get sized for it, he'd already chosen it, in fact, he didn't already choose it, he'd designed it and it was waiting to be made. Pete's uncle is a jeweler so it was all cool and will be ready by tomorrow!!!! He knew, he knew before i'd even said that I would rather have him choose a ring for me but for him to have designed it-just makes it soooo much more special. The ring doesn't mean much to me, if it had been a donut or a 25 cent freaken thing, i swear that wouldn't have made any difference, I'm not that type of gal, but Peter insisted that his girl would have a ring to be proud of. He said he wouldn't feel happy with me walking around with something crap to symbolise us, he wanted it to be funky.
It just occured to me that I had never even lived with Pete, like as a couple but we're gonna get married. does that seem weird? It doesn't feel weird to me at all but it isn't the way it's done nowadays is it? Then again, when have I ever been conventional? Doesn't matter though because we are gonna live together, just for next week. Frank's sister Kim is coming from australia to see him and she's gonna stay in my room. I pity the girl. Frank can tidy up my bed, i'm not doing it. you see, Kim and I have bad history. She's 2years older than us and we just never mixed well. I think it was especially because when we were a lot younger, she dated this guy that sat next to me in math class. His name was Russell and he was one of those really genuinely nice guys you get, a traditional gentleman, despite only being 14!! anyways,math class was last period so he used to walk me home after because he lived just before my house. however he always insisted on walking me to mine, despite it being about 3 blocks away. He was a sweetheart. Kim didn't like that one bit. she was really jealous. I don't mind her staying in my room though, i don't mind much now because I'm so loved up right now-and it's an excuse to spend more time with Pete!!!
I love Pete's house soooo much. It's just so cool. I might be there alone a lot. He works in his pop's restaurant, he's a chef. Really, really good cook. Makes awesome pineapple and sweetcorn pizza. Love it. He hasn't yet told his family we're getting married. He has such a huge big family-his mother is italian. It's very movie style too as he works in his pop's restaurant, quite family orientated. I remember him telling me about how much his mom cried the day he bought that big house and moved out of the family home. I don't even have a family. If we have a church wedding it'll all be one sided-there'll only be Ryan, Frank and Maggie. I don't want people from work to be there, they don't like me much and I'd feel weird only inviting acquaintances. We won't have a church wedding, I think I'd feel too weird.
Is Kirsten Dunst pretty? I can't decide. I think she looks like a cat. Sometimes. But then again I always think people look cats. Sometimes. Jake Gyllenhaal is hot. We watched another Jake movie last night. Pete looks a lot like Jake (he's got a slight italian look, due to his mama being italian) but I don't look like Kirsten Dunst. Pete says that's a good thing, sparking this weird unrelated rambling. He says he has a thing for girls called Scarlett, but then again there are only two of us Scarlett Johansson and myself so...maybe if he saw others...God, that'd be a weird threesome! Saves time shouting two different names though doesn't it and I really wouldn't mind sharing Pete with Scarlett Johansson, she's a fine looking girl. Looks like you could have a really funky conversation with her about anything.