But shhhhh....don't tell ryan!!!!!
At this moment in time I'm so very very drunk but so very very insanely hyper and happy it is unbelievable. i've never ever felt anything like this-and no that isn't because of the alcohol but you see because i had the greatest day/night ever yesterday and I feel soooo good for it! I'll discuss that later though, to Friday!!!!!!!
Played my little mini gig on Friday, had so much fun. It was such a rush. the place had quite a japanesey like feel, screens and stuff, gorgeous palm tree wall paper, not the usual dark and dingy places I play, i guess it only added to the intensity though, I could see everybody. I felt everyone and when I sang to them and played guitar, i played to them not a gaping empty darkness. ryan loved it too-said it was the best gig he'd done. I thought it'd be chezcack the bro/sis thing but i guess if you don't tell anyone we're twins they wouldn'#t know. It's not like we look alike-I've got a better moustache than he does. He's very jealous. Afterward everybody was so nice, except this one asshole, he was drunk though and kept asking if me and Ryan were fucking! That's really gross. anyways, I didn't have to buy a drink all night so I was preeeeety happpppyyy!!! Oh yeah, and ryan hooked up with this girl! I think she was kinda um,...is there a nice way of saying stupid but really meaning slightly not there? My compadre tells me that the word is vague, but I'm not sooo sure on that, she's on the floor right now half way through shaving her cat. Teee heee heeee heee hee hoooo hoo hooo. Yeah, i've been drunk for about 3days, is that a problem?
So then on saturday, I worked, hungover, jour typique of course. crystal yelled at me for putting the cutlery in the wrong crappy tray places....I don't really know what to call them but she yelled and then in my bear/headache/beeestung swelled up inside mind I yelled. It felt good. She really is a miss priss at times and I'm sure it was her who gave the psycho my e-mail. Bitch.
Peter!!!!! Saturday night, after work I invite around Peter (to put evil plan into action!!!) Frank and Ryan sneak round to his house whilst i was so insanely mad hopping around the house. i really couldn't contain my excitement, i almost gave it away so much I was like such a fucking leprechaun with a rocket pack shiftin about fidgeting constantly. He just thought I was drunk though so it was good. He fell asleep around 1am after we'd watched that movie, y'know Jake Gyllenhaal,. " The Good Girl". I don't really know much about it though coz I was too hyped up and not paying much attention. But Frankie and Ryanie came back at about 4.45am, and it was time for me to wake up Petey!!!!! It was like friggin Chrimbo!!! I was soooo hyper, then he was so hyper and we got to his house and he was like--------------I don't even know how to describe what he was like but he was just amazed!!!! Kid in candy store, xmas morning, all the toys in the world happiness cliche you could want reaction! I was soooo happy i wanted to cry and he hugged me sooo much and I swear I think he was almost crying that I had gone to all the trouble of rigging up a bouncy castle in his back yard!!! Of course we bounced around under the stars and it was perfect till it fecking rained!!!! Even that didn't ruin it though, nothing could, especially when after he bounced on my freaken foot and broke a small bone in my foot(I found out later), we lay down, and he asked me to marry him.
I was so stunned. i'm sitting there, foot totally throbbing and him being all apologetic when he just blurts it out, he just says it. " Marry me!" Two tiny words. And I can't believe this is happening, I'm wet(not just from the rain!) and I say nothing because I can't. I can't speak because I can't think, because I can't, can't do anything but stare at his wild eyes, all brown and just, there just so full of sweetness and fucking passion, that we just make out. I'm not going into detail but a lot of bouncing took place on that castle that night!!! We just lay there the whole night, holding on to each other. I was afraid that it might have been all one big dream, one big misunderstanding that perhaps I heard him wrongly, maybe he doesn't love me so much, but after discussing the type of tails we would have, if we could have tails, he turns to me and says; " i really love you, Scarlett, please won't you just marry me?" I just nodded. So we're gonna get hitched!" Stitch my name on your lips ,so you won't get hitched!"
You have to keep this a secret though!!! we haven't yet told ryan or pretty much anybody except my good friend who is vewwwy drunk avec moi at cet moment!!! She is sooooo hyped about it! Like me! I don't know what it's gonna be like or even when but we're going ring shopping tomorrow. he's called me like a million times since yesterday, he's so cute. He says its all very dream like and can't believe it and keeps asking me to say yes again, just to make sure. Maybe he wants me to say no!!! Nah, he's too sweet for that. I know he's my guy!!! Soz for the cheese off to do vodka shots, luv everything right now!!!!
-Scarlett!!!!!!!