I sat around today and watched the movie " The Virgin Suicides", because I'm going to my new work later. I love that movie, I love how it was filmed, like the colours, the sun glare. Reminds me for some reason of this holiday me and Ry took to Florida on a crazy whim. It was so sunny and despite the two of us being young and independant and alone, I felt like such a little uninhibited kid. Maybe that's where I'm going on that surprise vacation Ry's got planned for us, he still hasn't said anything about it since he said we were going and when i mention it he just smiles and walks off. He has to tell me though so I get time off, aargh. Being spontaneous and random is great but not all the time. Sometimes i feel just too unsettled. Like nothing in my life is permanent and sometimes you need that stability.
I love the movie though. I love their little floaty dresses and just everything, the whole tone of the movie. There's all these little glimmers of hope then sadness. Much like life.