Whatever you want it to be but i like it to be a funky jazz blues fusion topped with a shiny red cherry.
Got the weirdest crank call ever last night. Normally when people crank call you they either, stay silent, scream or say something illegible(actually that isn't the right word, you have unreadable, but is unhearable a word? Let me know if you know the word, I'm not an english genius.) but this one was just strange. It was a ticking, a clock sound. I could hear it going, then it wound and clicked and then chimed for the time, 5am. Then they hung up. The phone went again five seconds later and it was the sound of a toilet flushing, i'm sure. Very strange. I'm not quite sure what that person was up to and what the purpose of the exercise was but it's given me something to think about today. Especially as to why it was me who woke up and answered the damned thing. The phone rang for ages but both Ryan and Frank didn't hear it, they claim. I know it wasn't them cranking me either because Frank had passed out in front of the Tv and Ryan was snoring away in his room. Actually I spent this morning having to tidy up the couch, thanks to Frank. He fell asleep with a tub of Ben n' Jerry's in his hand. How the hell can somebody do that? Phish Food had melted everywhere. It was ok though, stupid Hunter licked the majority of it off but then I had to clean up the dog drool. I swear someday I'm just gonna get rid of that dog.

I was late to work this morning too. You can tell I had such a great day. It was not my fault. I'd like to emphasise that for my boss's sake if she's reading this, although I doubt that very much, I didn't tell anyone about this except Ryan, who of course said it was stupid. He thinks pretty much everything is stupid. He's been watching too much " Fight Club". Love the novel and the movie myself, think the philosophy is correct and all but I haven't gone all insane like Ryan about it.

Went for a walk earlier. I walk pretty much everywhere, I can't afford a car. I like it though, nothing like walking to completely clear your head, but normally in my case it messes it up more because I start thinking. Thinking is the bane of the world's existance, honestly, if we didn't think then everything would be fine. Nobody would really be in pain or would be suffering and we wouldn't be bored and we wouldn't realise how mundane life can be and all the really bad things. I wish I had the guts to just run away. I did it once when i was a little younger but I missed Ry too much and had to come back after 3 weeks. Started to run out of money too but for those 3 weeks, I was happy. Apart from the missing Ryan. I felt free. you know, like walking. Not many people just walk for the sake of walking. Most are trying to get somewhere or are trying to keep fit or achieve something. Think even. I could just walk and enjoy the simple act of being able to walk. Particularly along the beach. I ran off to Antigua you see. A little island, a little paradise, totally beautiful. Though I was staying somewhere really scummy, but that didn't matter. It wasn't the purpose of the exercise. Anyway, I wish I had the guts to do it again. Sigh.

Comments
on Apr 17, 2004
I think you have it wrong it takes more guts to stick it out like you are doing now than it does to run away whether it be to antigua or to the next room... Just a thought
on Apr 17, 2004
Scarlett, I love you! Walking is like....heaven for me. Gosh, I wish I could run away.

Btw, your title doesn't make sense. Change it to, "Got any guts I can borrow?" Because if someone gives you something, you're not borrowing it.

Trinitie
on Apr 17, 2004
Incomprehensible?

Thinking is the bane of the world's existance, honestly, if we didn't think then everything would be fine.



I know what you mean. I think I do more damage to my personal life by overthinking an offhand remark or deciphering a comment said in a different tone.

Trinitie: You're being a real stickler for proper sentence structure, lately, aren't you?
on Apr 17, 2004
did I say something about it on another blog?

Trinitie
on Apr 18, 2004
I would change my title only I don't know how. My computing skills are awful. Anyway thanks for reading it despite my bad engerlish.

-Scarlett
on Apr 22, 2004
The word is "inaudible".